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Neon Green Roots Painting

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I chose to paint the dead roots of this tree stump found at Hampstead Heath as I found the way the way the wood feathered out at the edges striking. The ridged forms had a sharp elegance and theatricality. I felt the long form at the front pulls the form into the space whilst there is a lift on the top left where there is a gap. I thought that the form would also have presence holding the space of a wood panel. 

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Benglis, L (1971) Phantom [Sculpture]. DACS, London/ VAGA, New York (Viewed: 4 April 2024).

Neon Green Roots Painting was inspired by Lynda Benglis' 'Phantom', particularly the colour combination but also the essence of abstraction in a bumpy fluid-solid material which comes out from the surface. There is a sense of flowing liquid which is frozen in Benglis' work and my own. 

Experiment for Neon Green Roots Painting 

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I painted a small wood sheet with black acrylic - the top side with a thicker coat and the bottom side with a thinner coat to decide whether I wanted to have a contemporary green paint and opaque black background combination or whether I wanted the grain to show through as in my green A1 work. I questioned how important the element of wood was in this experiment, in referencing its subject, the dead tree roots. The final work was both pigmented and showed the grain in the background in some areas; It was perhaps unevenly painted but I felt it looked more organic. 

When Wet 

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When Dry 

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Acrylic/glue on wood sheet 30.3 x 30.2 cm

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Response to Experiment for Neon Green Roots Painting 

This was a study from the dead roots photograph from Hampstead Heath. I mixed fluorescent green paint and PVA in a bowl and applied it to the wood sheet using a paster. I experimented with mark making, dripping and scratching the surface with the mixture. It was intriguing to see how the material sat on the surface; on one area shiny paint is on a shiny black background and in the other it contrasts against the rougher grain of wood with a thinner coat. I noticed how some areas of paint had bubbles. I felt that the medium had its own language that I explored through photography. 

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I liked how the study used negative space in the opposite colours to this older study of the tree at St Giles'. I could exhibit works in this way in the future.

Process of Neon Green Roots

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When working from the photograph I considered how closely to follow the image and its 'real' proportions and when to give way to abstraction. In this specific detail I decided to leave the more abstract gap for a more dramatic form. 

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Glue/Acrylic on wood Panel 59.4 x 84.1 cm

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Reflection on Neon Green Roots 

This painting was inspired by Lynda Benglis’ Phantom 1971 sculptures where abstract yet figural fluid forms glow in a dark room, leaning off the wall as if urinating. I have repeatedly returned to this exciting image. I chose to paint the dead roots of a tree stump found at Hampstead Heath. I have been drawn to these angry, dead yet beautiful spiky forms before. 

I used an A1 wood panel as the material connects to its source - a tree; it is dead wood like that of the roots. I used a black background to imitate Benglis’ dark room but also to reflect Mortality and a rawness; black creates space for the form alone. Looking at the painting I feel the blackness becomes a state of mind and the greenness a lucid vision which stands out. I find being in nature a vivid and grounding experience which makes me feel alive. I only used one layer of acrylic paint so that you could see the grain of the wood seeping through. I liked how some parts of the background looked like rainclouds. There is a play of real wood and the wood of the roots which in my painting is an artificial neon green; I feel there is a transgressive nature to the colour perhaps mimicking the freedom I feel in nature. I have considered making a glow in the dark painting like Benglis’ forms. I have been using PVA and acrylic as a healthier alternative to latex. Although it is not an eco-friendly material I like its shininess and fluid appearance which sits on the surface; I noticed small bubbles within the material. I mixed the acrylic and PVA and then applied it to the canvas using a paster, allowing it to drip down. I feel the balance between control and lack of control of the material is important to my practice. I have an interest in drawing the subject but also allowing a curiosity towards the material’s nature, how it behaves and where unexpected forms occur. I liked how the longest stretch of root looks as though it is about to drip off the page but also is tear-like. People have responded to the painting as ‘skeletal’, ‘butterfly-like’ and having ‘movement’. I feel I have captured the image in the photograph but also distorted it slightly and abstracted it through space between the lines. I feel the black spaces create a lightness. I feel there is balance within the gaps and the form, creating a harmony with the rest of the black space around the form.  One stray drop of paint to the left of the painting makes the form fit into the page better as the roots are in one side of the foliage in the photograph. The detail of the spots of paint in the top-centre where there were shorter, jagged forms was experimental but I’m happy for the coral-like appearance. I am also reminded of the bioluminescence of green glowing mushrooms on the black trunk of a tree I saw in the National Gallery’s Animal portraiture exhibition during the second year of my BA. Although this painting could be shown independently it could be interesting to see it in a triptych, flanked by two paintings showing the dead roots from other angles, in the same colours. 

Studio 16.02.2024

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On this day I looked at the studio and felt my works were starting to speak to each other in patterns of negative space - fluorescent green and black - small to large scale - vivid experiences in nature reflecting different states of mind, the blackness containing an edge of nihilism. 

Studio 18 Millbank Exhibition 

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Reflection on Studio 18 Millbank Exhibition 

The exhibition at 18 Millbank was the first to be offsite this year. Fortunately, having done an off-site show which was completely student-led during my BA, the curation process did not feel challenging. We left our works and the tutors largely curated the space during a short break. Although I had the opportunity to try placing my work in another area of the room, I felt the painting suited its placement alongside other root and tree-based works. I felt my painting and the other works spoke to each other in form and even colour - there were long roots and greens. This exhibition had the works of MA students across all disciplines - painting, sculpture... I found this refreshing and exciting; I recognised two students' sculptural works which I had particularly liked during our Pop-up show before the Christmas break. It was interesting and enjoyable to speak to these students; hearing their ideas and also getting along as people. I felt my work needed a plain-walled 'normal' set-up in the space. However, I feel the challenge of this exhibition was figuring out how best to show work in a space which was not created for exhibiting - originally an office floor, the lighting was particularly uneven on my painting and it could not be corrected by a bright light being temporarily held up by a tutor to attempt an evenly-lit photograph. I decided not to place my work next to a 3-windowed door as it was distracting, yet I left some breathing space between the neighbouring student's work to avoid overcrowding. Although the tutors encouraged me to place the work directly above the ridge of a panel in order to get more natural light I was adamant not to do this as the panel was ugly and drew the eye awkwardly upwards in a part of the painting which had lines going in many different directions; my peer agreed with me that this simply did not work. As the green of the painting is so vibrant and the black creates a void, being in a darker area of the room actually brought forward the glow-in-the-dark quality I was trying to imitate from Lynda Benglis' 'Phantom'. The painting was placed between two panel ridges opposite a doorway as I liked how when exiting the neighbouring room, the painting is directly opposite. I found it interesting seeing how my peers experimented with ways of exhibiting their work which I am familiar with. A new skill I learnt during the exhibition was how to make and hang a wood panel from a metal wire. Before the exhibition opened to our audience we discussed what we thought the themes were which brought our works together since we had been put into the group by tutors as they felt we shared particular themes. My group believed we shared themes of Nature, mystery and the human onlooker. I found it interesting how a student who had moved group for practical reasons had managed to integrate their political, human work on an armchair with similar colours to the painting; the tutors believed it brought the theme of the Human and human onlooker in Nature. 

I feel the exhibition made me question the balance of being experimental when exhibiting a work; I came to the conclusion that there is only a need to be experimental in the way a work is exhibited if it compliments the work and brings forward a certain quality which is already present in the work. Experimentation for the sake of being interesting is cheap, performative and often has the opposite effect. I feel a strong work usually speaks for itself without need for it to perform in a space, screaming for the eyes of the viewer. However, perhaps the liberation which comes from being experimental in exhibiting for the sake of it is also tied with a playfulness often thought of being integral to the enjoyment of art and creativity.

Further Reflection on Neon Green Roots - Feedback 

I decided to follow my idea of having a Neon Green Roots triptych. The first painting had a good response from the Crit group who saw the painting as an organic explosion which you can read forms of different things inside. The tutor questioned whether it could be exhibited in different angles eg upside-down as it is abstract, to get different responses/ readings. The tutor thought it could inspire sculptures. In a one-to-one tutorial another tutor said she found my current work interesting in the way it has moved from realism to abstraction. She commented on how even if she didn't find the subject matter interesting the negative space of the black/green contrast would intrigue her brain to "figure out" what she is looking at. She encouraged me to question whether my work is moving from realism to pure abstraction.

Process of Neon Green Roots 2) 

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When to finish a painting

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As in the previous Neon Green Roots painting, I feel there are points in the process of a painting where you have to decide how closely to imitate the photograph. I contemplated putting a fourth small detail at the bottom of the panel but decided to follow the rule of thirds and finish with three lines which trail off. I felt the fourth line would have seemed squashed and been too obvious a language. The three broken lines create a sense of mystery as the viewer wonders where the form ends; does it disappear?. I often think the absence of line, and strangeness can create a tension in a painting which is more intriguing. 

Photographs of Neon Green Roots 2) taken in the studio

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Reflection on Neon Green Roots 2)

I feel this painting was successful overall. I felt it had a more neurotic visual language than Neon Green Roots 1); I felt details were approached more cautiously and in a more controlled manner. A tutor had responded to Neon Green Roots 1) as an explosion of life, whereas this painting seems to feel more reserved and has a tension. I followed the same black and fluorescent green colour scheme to unify the paintings as a diptych; I feel this painting is very much a line drawing whereas Neon Green Roots 1) almost looked like it was a paint splat which had been thrown onto the canvas. However, Neon Green Roots 2) similarly had a Rorschach ink blot effect on viewers with the top-central form being perceived a crocodile, hound or hand. The negative-space effect of the black and green is still present, however the placing of the dead roots’ form in this painting was perhaps more complicated as lines fade away across the panel; I had to be mindful of this element creating a sense of balance within the panel, as the form becomes more central. Elements are shared with Neon Green Roots 1 such as the appearance of the wood grain, reminding one of the nature-derived material of the painting; whilst some details are in impasto, bringing the form out from the flat, smooth surface. The three-dimensional element of the A1 wood panel continues an exploration of materiality and sensuality. I found Neon Green Roots 2) more challenging in how the form did not have such contrasting tones which made its translation into a two-tone painting less clear. A tutor suggested using mono prints in the future to understand the form as a three dimensional object, whilst generating several images easily. I was particularly pleased with how the form seems to disappear on the right-hand side of the panel, where the trunk is overgrown with greenery; I feel the three lines carried a strangeness and tension in their ambiguity. Does the form disappear?. I liked the slightly hallucinatory quality the three fading lines create. I often find that the parts of the painting where I’m uncertain how to capture the form and painting truly intuitively and curiously become the most evocative parts. I am interested in the balance of control and when to let the material speak by being more gestural. There is tension in the intentionally unfinished in a painting - where there are gaps in an image and it becomes art rather than a transcription. It was interesting to see the two panels placed together as a diptych with different languages but unified colours and themes, so I look forward to seeing the finished triptych.

 

 

(In these photos there are specks which are actually glue dust which I removed with a paint brush before the exhibition.)

Where We're Calling From Exhibition at Copeland Gallery 

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Reflection on Where We're Calling From Exhibition

Unlike 18 Millbank, Copeland Gallery was a large, high-ceilinged space. The tutors and several students had the challenge of curating the MA students’ works from different pathways. 

I found the placement of my black and fluorescent green work alongside other black-backed works aesthetically pleasing. I noticed how the large print to the right of my work had ghostly figures and the painting above mine similarly looked ghoulish, perhaps correlating with the ghostly lines of my painting (on the right-hand side of the wood panel). The last mark of my painting on the right-hand side of the panel is gloopy and downwards-dripping; strangely I had imagined the downwards motion in curtains or cloth so it was interesting to see Neon Green Roots 2) placed below a black fabric form. A tutor decided to show Neon Green Roots 2) independently from Neon Green Roots 1) as she felt that my visual language had developed and a stronger sense of form was in present in the second panel, as well as there being a space storage. I also did not want to show my painting next to a door as I feel it is distracting. Another tutor suggested having my painting at a contemporary ‘floor level’ viewing but I insisted on it being brought slightly higher, and at more of a distance from the diamond-shaped form; I felt that the image of the painting would be unclear at a lower level. Although the projection beneath my painting contained a harsher message than in my work, I felt the red lines of the wall piece to the left of my painting mimicked the green drawing lines on the panel. 

 Crit with Andrew Grassie 3.05.2024

Andrew Grassie - Art is retreating into yourself when the world feels out of control

 

Line drawing difficult to control

Linear

Trace of event

Picture or event

Process ?

Trace Of action?

Landscape

Sensual

Sits on surface

Smooth wood

Piece of object that’s broken

Hard to focus

Wax

Trailing off

Confident

Ephemeral

dripping off

Exposing without correction

Immediacy

More than pictorial

Action

Chinese monks spitting idea

Visceral

Piss painting

Tacita Dean - black and white

Reflection on Crit with Andrew Grassie 

The notes above were taken during our group Crit at Copeland Gallery. I was particularly moved by Grassie's comment "Art is retreating into yourself when the world feels out of control", which I related to. I was pleased that my painting was seen exactly as I intended, or rather, closely to how I perceive it. Questions arose about Neon Green Roots 2) being a gesture, a landscape or just a material?. The tutors noticed the marks which are 'trailing off' and believed they had an ephemeral quality which took a confidence to make; this was reassuring to hear as I also favoured this right-hand section of the panel which I had made more intuitively.  I found it interesting that the group came up with ideas relation to controlling the line and "exposing without correction" as I feel this element of how much to control the line and scrape away errors, and when to allow for spontaneity and the material to speak for itself is central to my practice; I believe Helen Frankenthaler also spoke of "allowing the material to speak for itself" (Helen Frankenthaler: Radical Beauty 2021-2022). The group also noticed how the bumpy texture of the glue/acrylic sits on the smooth surface of the wood, as I intended which was satisfying to hear. People associated the texture with wax and "dripping off" which is good as I am interested in fluidity. At first I was irritated at people associating the colour with snot and recommending artists who paint in pee to research, or monks spitting, but then I realised that this is the essential nature of my work; the group felt there was a feeling of immediacy to Neon Green Roots 2) and described it as "visceral". The group believed the work was "more than pictorial" which is true as my paintings also reflect states of mind - often the blackness of nihilism contrasting with bright colours reflecting the sense of escapism and vivid beauty found in nature; I am interested in beauty found in the sombre and believe that art is an evocation of the artist's psyche. 

Start of Neon Green Roots 3)

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I am hoping to complete the Neon Green Roots triptych by the end of this term. I could perhaps show them together for the Summer MA Exhibition, in a white or black space.

Bibliography 

Benglis, L (1971) Phantom [Sculpture]. DACS, London/ VAGA, New York (Viewed: 4 April 2024).

 

Benglis, L. (1971) Lynda Benglis Phantom. Available at: http://www.artnet.com/magazineus/reviews/nathan/lynda-benglis-new-museum-2-11-11_detail.asp?picnum=3 (Accessed: 4 April 2024).

 

Helen Frankenthaler: Radical Beauty (2021) [Exhibition]. Dulwich Picture Gallery. 15 September 2021 - 18 April, 2022.

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Studio 18 Millbank Exhibition (2024) [Exhibition]. Studio 18, London. March 7, 2024. 

 

Where We’re Calling From (2024) [Exhibition]. Copeland Gallery, London. May 2 - May 5, 2024. 

Esther Mahboubian Robertson
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